| She 
                                    was Good for Nothing 
                                    By Hans Christian Andersen 
                                    (1855)
 The mayor stood at the open window. He 
                                    looked smart, for his shirt-frill, in which 
                                    he had stuck a breast-pin, and his ruffles, 
                                    were very fine. He had shaved his chin 
                                    uncommonly smooth, although he had cut 
                                    himself slightly, and had stuck a piece of 
                                    newspaper over the place. "Hark 'ee, 
                                    youngster!" cried he.
 
 The boy to whom he spoke was no other than 
                                    the son of a poor washer-woman, who was just 
                                    going past the house. He stopped, and 
                                    respectfully took off his cap. The peak of 
                                    this cap was broken in the middle, so that 
                                    he could easily roll it up and put it in his 
                                    pocket. He stood before the mayor in his 
                                    poor but clean and well-mended clothes, with 
                                    heavy wooden shoes on his feet, looking as 
                                    humble as if it had been the king himself.
 
 "You are a good and civil boy," said the 
                                    mayor. "I suppose your mother is busy 
                                    washing the clothes down by the river, and 
                                    you are going to carry that thing to her 
                                    that you have in your pocket. It is very bad 
                                    for your mother. How much have you got in 
                                    it?"
 
 "Only half a quartern," stammered the boy in 
                                    a frightened voice.
 
 "And she has had just as much this morning 
                                    already?"
 
 "No, it was yesterday," replied the boy.
 
 "Two halves make a whole," said the mayor. "She's 
                                    good for nothing. What a sad thing it is 
                                    with these people. Tell your mother she 
                                    ought to be ashamed of herself. Don't you 
                                    become a drunkard, but I expect you will 
                                    though. Poor child! there, go now."
 
 The boy went on his way with his cap in his 
                                    hand, while the wind fluttered his golden 
                                    hair till the locks stood up straight. He 
                                    turned round the corner of the street into 
                                    the little lane that led to the river, where 
                                    his mother stood in the water by her washing 
                                    bench, beating the linen with a heavy wooden 
                                    bar. The floodgates at the mill had been 
                                    drawn up, and as the water rolled rapidly on, 
                                    the sheets were dragged along by the stream, 
                                    and nearly overturned the bench, so that the 
                                    washer-woman was obliged to lean against it 
                                    to keep it steady. "I have been very nearly 
                                    carried away," she said; "it is a good thing 
                                    that you are come, for I want something to 
                                    strengthen me. It is cold in the water, and 
                                    I have stood here six hours. Have you 
                                    brought anything for me?"
 
 The boy drew the bottle from his pocket, and 
                                    the mother put it to her lips, and drank a 
                                    little.
 
 "Ah, how much good that does, and how it 
                                    warms me," she said; "it is as good as a hot 
                                    meal, and not so dear. Drink a little, my 
                                    boy; you look quite pale; you are shivering 
                                    in your thin clothes, and autumn has really 
                                    come. Oh, how cold the water is! I hope I 
                                    shall not be ill. But no, I must not be 
                                    afraid of that. Give me a little more, and 
                                    you may have a sip too, but only a sip; you 
                                    must not get used to it, my poor, dear child." 
                                    She stepped up to the bridge on which the 
                                    boy stood as she spoke, and came on shore. 
                                    The water dripped from the straw mat which 
                                    she had bound round her body, and from her 
                                    gown. "I work hard and suffer pain with my 
                                    poor hands," said she, "but I do it 
                                    willingly, that I may be able to bring you 
                                    up honestly and truthfully, my dear boy."
 
 At the same moment, a woman, rather older 
                                    than herself, came towards them. She was a 
                                    miserable-looking object, lame of one leg, 
                                    and with a large false curl hanging down 
                                    over one of her eyes, which was blind. This 
                                    curl was intended to conceal the blind eye, 
                                    but it made the defect only more visible. 
                                    She was a friend of the laundress, and was 
                                    called, among the neighbors, "Lame Martha, 
                                    with the curl." "Oh, you poor thing; how you 
                                    do work, standing there in the water!" she 
                                    exclaimed. "You really do need something to 
                                    give you a little warmth, and yet spiteful 
                                    people cry out about the few drops you take." 
                                    And then Martha repeated to the laundress, 
                                    in a very few minutes, all that the mayor 
                                    had said to her boy, which she had overheard; 
                                    and she felt very angry that any man could 
                                    speak, as he had done, of a mother to her 
                                    own child, about the few drops she had taken; 
                                    and she was still more angry because, on 
                                    that very day, the mayor was going to have a 
                                    dinner-party, at which there would be wine, 
                                    strong, rich wine, drunk by the bottle. "Many 
                                    will take more than they ought, but they 
                                    don't call that drinking! They are all 
                                    right, you are good for nothing indeed!" 
                                    cried Martha indignantly.
 
 "And so he spoke to you in that way, did he, 
                                    my child?" said the washer-woman, and her 
                                    lips trembled as she spoke. "He says you 
                                    have a mother who is good for nothing. Well, 
                                    perhaps he is right, but he should not have 
                                    said it to my child. How much has happened 
                                    to me from that house!"
 
 "Yes," said Martha; "I remember you were in 
                                    service there, and lived in the house when 
                                    the mayor's parents were alive; how many 
                                    years ago that is. Bushels of salt have been 
                                    eaten since then, and people may well be 
                                    thirsty," and Martha smiled. "The mayor's 
                                    great dinner-party to-day ought to have been 
                                    put off, but the news came too late. The 
                                    footman told me the dinner was already 
                                    cooked, when a letter came to say that the 
                                    mayor's younger brother in Copenhagen is 
                                    dead."
 
 "Dead!" cried the laundress, turning pale as 
                                    death.
 
 "Yes, certainly," replied Martha; "but why 
                                    do you take it so much to heart? I suppose 
                                    you knew him years ago, when you were in 
                                    service there?"
 
 "Is he dead?" she exclaimed. "Oh, he was 
                                    such a kind, good-hearted man, there are not 
                                    many like him," and the tears rolled down 
                                    her cheeks as she spoke. Then she cried, 
                                    "Oh, dear me; I feel quite ill: everything 
                                    is going round me, I cannot bear it. Is the 
                                    bottle empty?" and she leaned against the 
                                    plank.
 
 "Dear me, you are ill indeed," said the 
                                    other woman. "Come, cheer up; perhaps it 
                                    will pass off. No, indeed, I see you are 
                                    really ill; the best thing for me to do is 
                                    to lead you home."
 
 "But my washing yonder?"
 
 "I will take care of that. Come, give me 
                                    your arm. The boy can stay here and take 
                                    care of the linen, and I'll come back and 
                                    finish the washing; it is but a trifle."
 
 The limbs of the laundress shook under her, 
                                    and she said, "I have stood too long in the 
                                    cold water, and I have had nothing to eat 
                                    the whole day since the morning. O kind 
                                    Heaven, help me to get home; I am in a 
                                    burning fever. Oh, my poor child," and she 
                                    burst into tears. And he, poor boy, wept 
                                    also, as he sat alone by the river, near to 
                                    and watching the damp linen.
 
 The two women walked very slowly. The 
                                    laundress slipped and tottered through the 
                                    lane, and round the corner, into the street 
                                    where the mayor lived; and just as she 
                                    reached the front of his house, she sank 
                                    down upon the pavement. Many persons came 
                                    round her, and Lame Martha ran into the 
                                    house for help. The mayor and his guests 
                                    came to the window.
 
 "Oh, it is the laundress," said he; "she has 
                                    had a little drop too much. She is good for 
                                    nothing. It is a sad thing for her pretty 
                                    little son. I like the boy very well; but 
                                    the mother is good for nothing."
 
 After a while the laundress recovered 
                                    herself, and they led her to her poor 
                                    dwelling, and put her to bed. Kind Martha 
                                    warmed a mug of beer for her, with butter 
                                    and sugar- she considered this the best 
                                    medicine- and then hastened to the river, 
                                    washed and rinsed, badly enough, to be sure, 
                                    but she did her best. Then she drew the 
                                    linen ashore, wet as it was, and laid it in 
                                    a basket. Before evening, she was sitting in 
                                    the poor little room with the laundress. The 
                                    mayor's cook had given her some roasted 
                                    potatoes and a beautiful piece of fat for 
                                    the sick woman. Martha and the boy enjoyed 
                                    these good things very much; but the sick 
                                    woman could only say that the smell was very 
                                    nourishing, she thought. By-and-by the boy 
                                    was put to bed, in the same bed as the one 
                                    in which his mother lay; but he slept at her 
                                    feet, covered with an old quilt made of blue 
                                    and white patchwork. The laundress felt a 
                                    little better by this time. The warm beer 
                                    had strengthened her, and the smell of the 
                                    good food had been pleasant to her.
 
 "Many thanks, you good soul," she said to 
                                    Martha. "Now the boy is asleep, I will tell 
                                    you all. He is soon asleep. How gentle and 
                                    sweet he looks as he lies there with his 
                                    eyes closed! He does not know how his mother 
                                    has suffered; and Heaven grant he never may 
                                    know it. I was in service at the 
                                    counsellor's, the father of the mayor, and 
                                    it happened that the youngest of his sons, 
                                    the student, came home. I was a young wild 
                                    girl then, but honest; that I can declare in 
                                    the sight of Heaven. The student was merry 
                                    and gay, brave and affectionate; every drop 
                                    of blood in him was good and honorable; a 
                                    better man never lived on earth. He was the 
                                    son of the house, and I was only a maid; but 
                                    he loved me truly and honorably, and he told 
                                    his mother of it. She was to him as an angel 
                                    upon earth; she was so wise and loving. He 
                                    went to travel, and before he started he 
                                    placed a gold ring on my finger; and as soon 
                                    as he was out of the house, my mistress sent 
                                    for me. Gently and earnestly she drew me to 
                                    her, and spake as if an angel were speaking. 
                                    She showed me clearly, in spirit and in 
                                    truth, the difference there was between him 
                                    and me. 'He is pleased now,' she said, 'with 
                                    your pretty face; but good looks do not last 
                                    long. You have not been educated like he 
                                    has. You are not equals in mind and rank, 
                                    and therein lies the misfortune. I esteem 
                                    the poor,' she added. 'In the sight of God, 
                                    they may occupy a higher place than many of 
                                    the rich; but here upon earth we must beware 
                                    of entering upon a false track, lest we are 
                                    overturned in our plans, like a carriage 
                                    that travels by a dangerous road. I know a 
                                    worthy man, an artisan, who wishes to marry 
                                    you. I mean Eric, the glovemaker. He is a 
                                    widower, without children, and in a good 
                                    position. Will you think it over?' Every 
                                    word she said pierced my heart like a knife; 
                                    but I knew she was right, and the thought 
                                    pressed heavily upon me. I kissed her hand, 
                                    and wept bitter tears, and I wept still more 
                                    when I went to my room, and threw myself on 
                                    the bed. I passed through a dreadful night; 
                                    God knows what I suffered, and how I 
                                    struggled. The following Sunday I went to 
                                    the house of God to pray for light to direct 
                                    my path. It seemed like a providence that as 
                                    I stepped out of church Eric came towards me; 
                                    and then there remained not a doubt in my 
                                    mind. We were suited to each other in rank 
                                    and circumstances. He was, even then, a man 
                                    of good means. I went up to him, and took 
                                    his hand, and said, 'Do you still feel the 
                                    same for me?' 'Yes; ever and always,' said 
                                    he. 'Will you, then, marry a maiden who 
                                    honors and esteems you, although she cannot 
                                    offer you her love? but that may come.' 'Yes, 
                                    it will come,' said he; and we joined our 
                                    hands together, and I went home to my 
                                    mistress. The gold ring which her son had 
                                    given me I wore next to my heart. I could 
                                    not place it on my finger during the daytime, 
                                    but only in the evening, when I went to bed. 
                                    I kissed the ring till my lips almost bled, 
                                    and then I gave it to my mistress, and told 
                                    her that the banns were to be put up for me 
                                    and the glovemaker the following week. Then 
                                    my mistress threw her arms round me, and 
                                    kissed me. She did not say that I was 'good 
                                    for nothing;' very likely I was better then 
                                    than I am now; but the misfortunes of this 
                                    world, were unknown to me then. At 
                                    Michaelmas we were married, and for the 
                                    first year everything went well with us. We 
                                    had a journeyman and an apprentice, and you 
                                    were our servant, Martha."
 
 "Ah, yes, and you were a dear, good mistress," 
                                    said Martha, "I shall never forget how kind 
                                    you and your husband were to me."
 
 "Yes, those were happy years when you were 
                                    with us, although we had no children at 
                                    first. The student I never met again. Yet I 
                                    saw him once, although he did not see me. He 
                                    came to his mother's funeral. I saw him, 
                                    looking pale as death, and deeply troubled, 
                                    standing at her grave; for she was his 
                                    mother. Sometime after, when his father died, 
                                    he was in foreign lands, and did not come 
                                    home. I know that he never married, I 
                                    believe he became a lawyer. He had forgotten 
                                    me, and even had we met he would not have 
                                    known me, for I have lost all my good looks, 
                                    and perhaps that is all for the best." And 
                                    then she spoke of the dark days of trial, 
                                    when misfortune had fallen upon them.
 
 "We had five hundred dollars," she said, 
                                    "and there was a house in the street to be 
                                    sold for two hundred, so we thought it would 
                                    be worth our while to pull it down and build 
                                    a new one in its place; so it was bought. 
                                    The builder and carpenter made an estimate 
                                    that the new house would cost ten hundred 
                                    and twenty dollars to build. Eric had credit, 
                                    so he borrowed the money in the chief town. 
                                    But the captain, who was bringing it to him, 
                                    was shipwrecked, and the money lost. Just 
                                    about this time, my dear sweet boy, who lies 
                                    sleeping there, was born, and my husband was 
                                    attacked with a severe lingering illness. 
                                    For three quarters of a year I was obliged 
                                    to dress and undress him. We were backward 
                                    in our payments, we borrowed more money, and 
                                    all that we had was lost and sold, and then 
                                    my husband died. Since then I have worked, 
                                    toiled, and striven for the sake of the 
                                    child. I have scrubbed and washed both 
                                    coarse and fine linen, but I have not been 
                                    able to make myself better off; and it was 
                                    God's will. In His own time He will take me 
                                    to Himself, but I know He will never forsake 
                                    my boy." Then she fell asleep. In the 
                                    morning she felt much refreshed, and strong 
                                    enough, as she thought, to go on with her 
                                    work. But as soon as she stepped into the 
                                    cold water, a sudden faintness seized her; 
                                    she clutched at the air convulsively with 
                                    her hand, took one step forward, and fell. 
                                    Her head rested on dry land, but her feet 
                                    were in the water; her wooden shoes, which 
                                    were only tied on by a wisp of straw, were 
                                    carried away by the stream, and thus she was 
                                    found by Martha when she came to bring her 
                                    some coffee.
 
 In the meantime a messenger had been sent to 
                                    her house by the mayor, to say that she must 
                                    come to him immediately, as he had something 
                                    to tell her. It was too late; a surgeon had 
                                    been sent for to open a vein in her arm, but 
                                    the poor woman was dead.
 
 "She has drunk herself to death," said the 
                                    cruel mayor. In the letter, containing the 
                                    news of his brother's death, it was stated 
                                    that he had left in his will a legacy of six 
                                    hundred dollars to the glovemaker's widow, 
                                    who had been his mother's maid, to be paid 
                                    with discretion, in large or small sums to 
                                    the widow or her child.
 
 "There was something between my brother and 
                                    her, I remember," said the mayor; "it is a 
                                    good thing that she is out of the way, for 
                                    now the boy will have the whole. I will 
                                    place him with honest people to bring him 
                                    up, that he may become a respectable working 
                                    man." And the blessing of God rested upon 
                                    these words. The mayor sent for the boy to 
                                    come to him, and promised to take care of 
                                    him, but most cruelly added that it was a 
                                    good thing that his mother was dead, for "she 
                                    was good for nothing." They carried her to 
                                    the churchyard, the churchyard in which the 
                                    poor were buried. Martha strewed sand on the 
                                    grave and planted a rose-tree upon it, and 
                                    the boy stood by her side.
 
 "Oh, my poor mother!" he cried, while the 
                                    tears rolled down his cheeks. "Is it true 
                                    what they say, that she was good for nothing?"
 
 "No, indeed, it is not true," replied the 
                                    old servant, raising her eyes to heaven; "she 
                                    was worth a great deal; I knew it years ago, 
                                    and since the last night of her life I am 
                                    more certain of it than ever. I say she was 
                                    a good and worthy woman, and God, who is in 
                                    heaven, knows I am speaking the truth, 
                                    though the world may say, even now she was 
                                    good for nothing."
 
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