The
Story of a Mother
By Hans Christian Andersen
(1848)
A mother sat by her little child; she was
very sad, for she feared it would die. It
was quite pale, and its little eyes were
closed, and sometimes it drew a heavy deep
breath, almost like a sigh; and then the
mother gazed more sadly than ever on the
poor little creature. Some one knocked at
the door, and a poor old man walked in. He
was wrapped in something that looked like a
great horse-cloth; and he required it truly
to keep him warm, for it was cold winter;
the country everywhere lay covered with snow
and ice, and the wind blew so sharply that
it cut one’s face. The little child had
dozed off to sleep for a moment, and the
mother, seeing that the old man shivered
with the cold, rose and placed a small mug
of beer on the stove to warm for him. The
old man sat and rocked the cradle; and the
mother seated herself on a chair near him,
and looked at her sick child who still
breathed heavily, and took hold of its
little hand.
“You think I shall keep him, do you not?”
she said. “Our all-merciful God will surely
not take him away from me.”
The old man, who was indeed Death himself,
nodded his head in a peculiar manner, which
might have signified either Yes, or No; and
the mother cast down her eyes, while the
tears rolled down her cheeks. Then her head
became heavy, for she had not closed her
eyes for three days and nights, and she
slept, but only for a moment. Shivering with
cold, she started up and looked round the
room. The old man was gone, and her child—it
was gone too!—the old man had taken it with
him. In the corner of the room the old clock
began to strike; “whirr” went the chains,
the heavy weight sank to the ground, and the
clock stopped; and the poor mother rushed
out of the house calling for her child. Out
in the snow sat a woman in long black
garments, and she said to the mother, “Death
has been with you in your room. I saw him
hastening away with your little child; he
strides faster than the wind, and never
brings back what he has taken away.”
“Only tell me which way he has gone,” said
the mother; “tell me the way, I will find
him.”
“I know the way,” said the woman in the
black garments; “but before I tell you, you
must sing to me all the songs that you have
sung to your child; I love these songs, I
have heard them before. I am Night, and I
saw your tears flow as you sang.”
“I will sing them all to you,” said the
mother; “but do not detain me now. I must
overtake him, and find my child.”
But Night sat silent and still. Then the
mother wept and sang, and wrung her hands.
And there were many songs, and yet even more
tears; till at length Night said, “Go to the
right, into the dark forest of fir-trees;
for I saw Death take that road with your
little child.”
Within the wood the mother came to cross
roads, and she knew not which to take. Just
by stood a thorn-bush; it had neither leaf
nor flower, for it was the cold winter time,
and icicles hung on the branches. “Have you
not seen Death go by, with my little child?”
she asked.
“Yes,” replied the thorn-bush; “but I will
not tell you which way he has taken until
you have warmed me in your bosom. I am
freezing to death here, and turning to ice.”
Then she pressed the bramble to her bosom
quite close, so that it might be thawed, and
the thorns pierced her flesh, and great
drops of blood flowed; but the bramble shot
forth fresh green leaves, and they became
flowers on the cold winter’s night, so warm
is the heart of a sorrowing mother. Then the
bramble-bush told her the path she must take.
She came at length to a great lake, on which
there was neither ship nor boat to be seen.
The lake was not frozen sufficiently for her
to pass over on the ice, nor was it open
enough for her to wade through; and yet she
must cross it, if she wished to find her
child. Then she laid herself down to drink
up the water of the lake, which was of
course impossible for any human being to do;
but the bereaved mother thought that perhaps
a miracle might take place to help her. “You
will never succeed in this,” said the lake;
“let us make an agreement together which
will be better. I love to collect pearls,
and your eyes are the purest I have ever
seen. If you will weep those eyes away in
tears into my waters, then I will take you
to the large hothouse where Death dwells and
rears flowers and trees, every one of which
is a human life.”
“Oh, what would I not give to reach my child!”
said the weeping mother; and as she still
continued to weep, her eyes fell into the
depths of the lake, and became two costly
pearls.
Then the lake lifted her up, and wafted her
across to the opposite shore as if she were
on a swing, where stood a wonderful building
many miles in length. No one could tell
whether it was a mountain covered with
forests and full of caves, or whether it had
been built. But the poor mother could not
see, for she had wept her eyes into the lake.
“Where shall I find Death, who went away
with my little child?” she asked.
“He has not arrived here yet,” said an old
gray-haired woman, who was walking about,
and watering Death’s hothouse. “How have you
found your way here? and who helped you?”
“God has helped me,” she replied. “He is
merciful; will you not be merciful too?
Where shall I find my little child?”
“I did not know the child,” said the old
woman; “and you are blind. Many flowers and
trees have faded to-night, and Death will
soon come to transplant them. You know
already that every human being has a
life-tree or a life-flower, just as may be
ordained for him. They look like other
plants; but they have hearts that beat.
Children’s hearts also beat: from that you
may perhaps be able to recognize your child.
But what will you give me, if I tell you
what more you will have to do?”
“I have nothing to give,” said the afflicted
mother; “but I would go to the ends of the
earth for you.”
“I can give you nothing to do for me there,”
said the old woman; “but you can give me
your long black hair. You know yourself that
it is beautiful, and it pleases me. You can
take my white hair in exchange, which will
be something in return.”
“Do you ask nothing more than that?” said
she. “I will give it to you with pleasure.”
And she gave up her beautiful hair, and
received in return the white locks of the
old woman. Then they went into Death’s vast
hothouse, where flowers and trees grew
together in wonderful profusion. Blooming
hyacinths, under glass bells, and peonies,
like strong trees. There grew water-plants,
some quite fresh, and others looking sickly,
which had water-snakes twining round them,
and black crabs clinging to their stems.
There stood noble palm-trees, oaks, and
plantains, and beneath them bloomed thyme
and parsley. Each tree and flower had a name;
each represented a human life, and belonged
to men still living, some in China, others
in Greenland, and in all parts of the world.
Some large trees had been planted in little
pots, so that they were cramped for room,
and seemed about to burst the pot to pieces;
while many weak little flowers were growing
in rich soil, with moss all around them,
carefully tended and cared for. The
sorrowing mother bent over the little plants,
and heard the human heart beating in each,
and recognized the beatings of her child’s
heart among millions of others.
“That is it,” she cried, stretching out her
hand towards a little crocus-flower which
hung down its sickly head.
“Do not touch the flower,” exclaimed the old
woman; “but place yourself here; and when
Death comes—I expect him every minute—do not
let him pull up that plant, but threaten him
that if he does you will serve the other
flowers in the same manner. This will make
him afraid; for he must account to God for
each of them. None can be uprooted, unless
he receives permission to do so.”
There rushed through the hothouse a chill of
icy coldness, and the blind mother felt that
Death had arrived.
“How did you find your way hither?” asked he;
“how could you come here faster than I
have?”
“I am a mother,” she answered.
And Death stretched out his hand towards the
delicate little flower; but she held her
hands tightly round it, and held it fast at
same time, with the most anxious care, lest
she should touch one of the leaves. Then
Death breathed upon her hands, and she felt
his breath colder than the icy wind, and her
hands sank down powerless.
“You cannot prevail against me,” said Death.
“But a God of mercy can,” said she.
“I only do His will,” replied Death. “I am
his gardener. I take all His flowers and
trees, and transplant them into the gardens
of Paradise in an unknown land. How they
flourish there, and what that garden
resembles, I may not tell you.”
“Give me back my child,” said the mother,
weeping and imploring; and she seized two
beautiful flowers in her hands, and cried to
Death, “I will tear up all your flowers, for
I am in despair.”
“Do not touch them,” said Death. “You say
you are unhappy; and would you make another
mother as unhappy as yourself?”
“Another mother!” cried the poor woman,
setting the flowers free from her hands.
“There are your eyes,” said Death. “I fished
them up out of the lake for you. They were
shining brightly; but I knew not they were
yours. Take them back—they are clearer now
than before—and then look into the deep well
which is close by here. I will tell you the
names of the two flowers which you wished to
pull up; and you will see the whole future
of the human beings they represent, and what
you were about to frustrate and destroy.”
Then she looked into the well; and it was a
glorious sight to behold how one of them
became a blessing to the world, and how much
happiness and joy it spread around. But she
saw that the life of the other was full of
care and poverty, misery and woe.
“Both are the will of God,” said Death.
“Which is the unhappy flower, and which is
the blessed one?” she said.
“That I may not tell you,” said Death; “but
thus far you may learn, that one of the two
flowers represents your own child. It was
the fate of your child that you saw,—the
future of your own child.”
Then the mother screamed aloud with terror,
“Which of them belongs to my child? Tell me
that. Deliver the unhappy child. Release it
from so much misery. Rather take it away.
Take it to the kingdom of God. Forget my
tears and my entreaties; forget all that I
have said or done.”
“I do not understand you,” said Death. “Will
you have your child back? or shall I carry
him away to a place that you do not know?”
Then the mother wrung her hands, fell on her
knees, and prayed to God, “Grant not my
prayers, when they are contrary to Thy will,
which at all times must be the best. Oh,
hear them not;” and her head sank on her
bosom.
Then Death carried away her child to the
unknown land. |