The
Silver Shilling
By Hans Christian Andersen
(1865)
There was once a shilling, which came forth
from the mint springing and shouting,
“Hurrah! now I am going out into the wide
world.” And truly it did go out into the
wide world. The children held it with warm
hands, the miser with a cold and convulsive
grasp, and the old people turned it about,
goodness knows how many times, while the
young people soon allowed it to roll away
from them. The shilling was made of silver,
it contained very little copper, and
considered itself quite out in the world
when it had been circulated for a year in
the country in which it had been coined. One
day, it really did go out into the world,
for it belonged to a gentleman who was about
to travel in foreign lands. This gentleman
was not aware that the shilling lay at the
bottom of his purse when he started, till he
one day found it between his fingers. “Why,”
cried he, “here is a shilling from home;
well, it must go on its travels with me now!”
and the shilling jumped and rattled for joy,
when it was put back again into the purse.
Here it lay among a number of foreign
companions, who were always coming and going,
one taking the place of another, but the
shilling from home was always put back, and
had to remain in the purse, which was
certainly a mark of distinction. Many weeks
passed, during which the shilling had
travelled a long distance in the purse,
without in the least knowing where he was.
He had found out that the other coins were
French and Italian; and one coin said they
were in this town, and another said they
were in that, but the shilling was unable to
make out or imagine what they meant. A man
certainly cannot see much of the world if he
is tied up in a bag, and this was really the
shilling’s fate. But one day, as he was
lying in the purse, he noticed that it was
not quite closed, and so he slipped near to
the opening to have a little peep into
society. He certainly had not the least idea
of what would follow, but he was curious,
and curiosity often brings its own
punishment. In his eagerness, he came so
near the edge of the purse that he slipped
out into the pocket of the trousers; and
when, in the evening, the purse was taken
out, the shilling was left behind in the
corner to which it had fallen. As the
clothes were being carried into the hall,
the shilling fell out on the floor, unheard
and unnoticed by any one. The next morning
the clothes were taken back to the room, the
gentleman put them on, and started on his
journey again; but the shilling remained
behind on the floor. After a time it was
found, and being considered a good coin, was
placed with three other coins. “Ah,” thought
the shilling, “this is pleasant; I shall now
see the world, become acquainted with other
people, and learn other customs.”
“Do you call that a shilling?” said some one
the next moment. “That is not a genuine coin
of the country,—it is false; it is good for
nothing.”
Now begins the story as it was afterwards
related by the shilling himself.
“‘False! good for nothing!’ said he. That
remark went through and through me like a
dagger. I knew that I had a true ring, and
that mine was a genuine stamp. These people
must at all events be wrong, or they could
not mean me. But yes, I was the one they
called ‘false, and good for nothing.’
“‘Then I must pay it away in the dark,’ said
the man who had received me. So I was to be
got rid of in the darkness, and be again
insulted in broad daylight.
“‘False! good for nothing!’ Oh, I must
contrive to get lost, thought I. And I
trembled between the fingers of the people
every time they tried to pass me off slyly
as a coin of the country. Ah! unhappy
shilling that I was! Of what use were my
silver, my stamp, and my real value here,
where all these qualities were worthless. In
the eyes of the world, a man is valued just
according to the opinion formed of him. It
must be a shocking thing to have a guilty
conscience, and to be sneaking about on
account of wicked deeds. As for me, innocent
as I was, I could not help shuddering before
their eyes whenever they brought me out, for
I knew I should be thrown back again up the
table as a false pretender. At length I was
paid away to a poor old woman, who received
me as wages for a hard day’s work. But she
could not again get rid of me; no one would
take me. I was to the woman a most unlucky
shilling. ‘I am positively obliged to pass
this shilling to somebody,’ said she; ‘I
cannot, with the best intentions, lay by a
bad shilling. The rich baker shall have it,—he
can bear the loss better than I can. But,
after all, it is not a right thing to do.’
“‘Ah!’ sighed I to myself, ‘am I also to be
a burden on the conscience of this poor
woman? Am I then in my old days so
completely changed?’ The woman offered me to
the rich baker, but he knew the current
money too well, and as soon as he received
me he threw me almost in the woman’s face.
She could get no bread for me, and I felt
quite grieved to the heart that I should be
cause of so much trouble to another, and be
treated as a cast-off coin. I who, in my
young days, felt so joyful in the certainty
of my own value, and knew so well that I
bore a genuine stamp. I was as sorrowful now
as a poor shilling can be when nobody will
have him. The woman took me home again with
her, and looking at me very earnestly, she
said, ‘No, I will not try to deceive any one
with thee again. I will bore a hole through
thee, that everyone may know that thou art a
false and worthless thing; and yet, why
should I do that? Very likely thou art a
lucky shilling. A thought has just struck me
that it is so, and I believe it. Yes, I will
make a hole in the shilling,’ said she, ‘and
run a string through it, and then give it to
my neighbor’s little one to hang round her
neck, as a lucky shilling.’ So she drilled a
hole through me.
“It is really not at all pleasant to have a
hole bored through one, but we can submit to
a great deal when it is done with a good
intention. A string was drawn through the
hole, and I became a kind of medal. They
hung me round the neck of a little child,
and the child laughed at me and kissed me,
and I rested for one whole night on the warm,
innocent breast of a child.
“In the morning the child’s mother took me
between her fingers, and had certain
thoughts about me, which I very soon found
out. First, she looked for a pair of
scissors, and cut the string.
“‘Lucky shilling!’ said she, ‘certainly this
is what I mean to try.’ Then she laid me in
vinegar till I became quite green, and after
that she filled up the hole with cement,
rubbed me a little to brighten me up, and
went out in the twilight hour to the lottery
collector, to buy herself a ticket, with a
shilling that should bring luck. How
everything seemed to cause me trouble. The
lottery collector pressed me so hard that I
thought I should crack. I had been called
false, I had been thrown away,—that I knew;
and there were many shillings and coins with
inscriptions and stamps of all kinds lying
about. I well knew how proud they were, so I
avoided them from very shame. With the
collector were several men who seemed to
have a great deal to do, so I fell unnoticed
into a chest, among several other coins.
“Whether the lottery ticket gained a prize,
I know not; but this I know, that in a very
few days after, I was recognized as a bad
shilling, and laid aside. Everything that
happened seemed always to add to my sorrow.
Even if a man has a good character, it is of
no use for him to deny what is said of him,
for he is not considered an impartial judge
of himself.
“A year passed, and in this way I had been
changed from hand to hand; always abused,
always looked at with displeasure, and
trusted by no one; but I trusted in myself,
and had no confidence in the world. Yes,
that was a very dark time.
“At length one day I was passed to a
traveller, a foreigner, the very same who
had brought me away from home; and he was
simple and true-hearted enough to take me
for current coin. But would he also attempt
to pass me? and should I again hear the
outcry, ‘False! good-for-nothing!’ The
traveller examined me attentively, ‘I took
thee for good coin,’ said he; then suddenly
a smile spread all over his face. I have
never seen such a smile on any other face as
on his. ‘Now this is singular,’ said he, ‘it
is a coin from my own country; a good, true,
shilling from home. Some one has bored a
hole through it, and people have no doubt
called it false. How curious that it should
come into my hands. I will take it home with
me to my own house.’
“Joy thrilled through me when I heard this.
I had been once more called a good, honest
shilling, and I was to go back to my own
home, where each and all would recognize me,
and know that I was made of good silver, and
bore a true, genuine stamp. I should have
been glad in my joy to throw out sparks of
fire, but it has never at any time been my
nature to sparkle. Steel can do so, but not
silver. I was wrapped up in fine, white
paper, that I might not mix with the other
coins and be lost; and on special occasions,
when people from my own country happened to
be present, I was brought forward and spoken
of very kindly. They said I was very
interesting, and it was really quite worth
while to notice that those who are
interesting have often not a single word to
say for themselves.
“At length I reached home. All my cares were
at an end. Joy again overwhelmed me; for was
I not good silver, and had I not a genuine
stamp? I had no more insults or
disappointments to endure; although, indeed,
there was a hole through me, as if I were
false; but suspicions are nothing when a man
is really true, and every one should
persevere in acting honestly, for an will be
made right in time. That is my firm belief,”
said the shilling. |