The
Psyche
By Hans Christian Andersen
(1862)
In the fresh morning dawn, in the rosy air
gleams a great Star, the brightest Star of
the morning. His rays tremble on the white
wall, as if he wished to write down on it
what he can tell, what he has seen there and
elsewhere during thousands of years in our
rolling world. Let us hear one of his
stories.
“A short time ago”—the Star’s “short time
ago” is called among men “centuries ago”—“my
rays followed a young artist. It was in the
city of the Popes, in the world-city, Rome.
Much has been changed there in the course of
time, but the changes have not come so
quickly as the change from youth to old age.
Then already the palace of the Caesars was a
ruin, as it is now; fig trees and laurels
grew among the fallen marble columns, and in
the desolate bathing-halls, where the
gilding still clings to the wall; the
Coliseum was a gigantic ruin; the church
bells sounded, the incense sent up its
fragrant cloud, and through the streets
marched processions with flaming tapers and
glowing canopies. Holy Church was there, and
art was held as a high and holy thing. In
Rome lived the greatest painter in the world,
Raphael; there also dwelt the first of
sculptors, Michael Angelo. Even the Pope
paid homage to these two, and honored them
with a visit. Art was recognized and honored,
and was rewarded also. But, for all that,
everything great and splendid was not seen
and known.
“In a narrow lane stood an old house. Once
it had been a temple; a young sculptor now
dwelt there. He was young and quite unknown.
He certainly had friends, young artists,
like himself, young in spirit, young in
hopes and thoughts; they told him he was
rich in talent, and an artist, but that he
was foolish for having no faith in his own
power; for he always broke what he had
fashioned out of clay, and never completed
anything; and a work must be completed if it
is to be seen and to bring money.
“‘You are a dreamer,’ they went on to say to
him, ‘and that’s your misfortune. But the
reason of this is, that you have never lived,
you have never tasted life, you have never
enjoyed it in great wholesome draughts, as
it ought to be enjoyed. In youth one must
mingle one’s own personality with life, that
they may become one. Look at the great
master Raphael, whom the Pope honors and the
world admires. He’s no despiser of wine and
bread.’
“‘And he even appreciates the baker’s
daughter, the pretty Fornarina,’ added
Angelo, one of the merriest of the young
friends.
“Yes, they said a good many things of the
kind, according to their age and their
reason. They wanted to draw the young artist
out with them into the merry wild life, the
mad life as it might also be called; and at
certain times he felt an inclination for it.
He had warm blood, a strong imagination, and
could take part in the merry chat, and laugh
aloud with the rest; but what they called
‘Raphael’s merry life’ disappeared before
him like a vapor when he saw the divine
radiance that beamed forth from the pictures
of the great master; and when he stood in
the Vatican, before the forms of beauty
which the masters had hewn out of marble
thousands of years since, his breast swelled,
and he felt within himself something high,
something holy, something elevating, great
and good, and he wished that he could
produce similar forms from the blocks of
marble. He wished to make a picture of that
which was within him, stirring upward from
his heart to the realms of the Infinite; but
how, and in what form? The soft clay was
fashioned under his fingers into forms of
beauty, but the next day he broke what he
had fashioned, according to his wont.
“One day he walked past one of those rich
palaces of which Rome has many to show. He
stopped before the great open portal, and
beheld a garden surrounded by cloistered
walks. The garden bloomed with a goodly show
of the fairest roses. Great white lilies
with green juicy leaves shot upward from the
marble basin in which the clear water was
splashing; and a form glided past, the
daughter of the princely house, graceful,
delicate, and wonderfully fair. Such a form
of female loveliness he had never before
beheld—yet stay: he had seen it, painted by
Raphael, painted as a Psyche, in one of the
Roman palaces. Yes, there it had been
painted; but here it passed by him in living
reality.
“The remembrance lived in his thoughts, in
his heart. He went home to his humble room,
and modelled a Psyche of clay. It was the
rich young Roman girl, the noble maiden; and
for the first time he looked at his work
with satisfaction. It had a meaning for him,
for it was she. And the friends who saw his
work shouted aloud for joy; they declared
that this work was a manifestation of his
artistic power, of which they had long been
aware, and that now the world should be made
aware of it too.
“The clay figure was lifelike and beautiful,
but it had not the whiteness or the
durability of marble. So they declared that
the Psyche must henceforth live in marble.
He already possessed a costly block of that
stone. It had been lying for years, the
property of his parents, in the courtyard.
Fragments of glass, climbing weeds, and
remains of artichokes had gathered about it
and sullied its purity; but under the
surface the block was as white as the
mountain snow; and from this block the
Psyche was to arise.”
Now, it happened one morning—the bright Star
tells nothing about this, but we know it
occurred—that a noble Roman company came
into the narrow lane. The carriage stopped
at the top of the lane, and the company
proceeded on foot towards the house, to
inspect the young sculptor’s work, for they
had heard him spoken of by chance. And who
were these distinguished guests? Poor young
man! or fortunate young man he might be
called. The noble young lady stood in the
room and smiled radiantly when her father
said to her, “It is your living image.” That
smile could not be copied, any more than the
look could be reproduced, the wonderful look
which she cast upon the young artist. It was
a fiery look, that seemed at once to elevate
and to crush him.
“The Psyche must be executed in marble,”
said the wealthy patrician. And those were
words of life for the dead clay and the
heavy block of marble, and words of life
likewise for the deeply-moved artist. “When
the work is finished I will purchase it,”
continued the rich noble.
A new era seemed to have arisen in the poor
studio. Life and cheerfulness gleamed there,
and busy industry plied its work. The
beaming Morning Star beheld how the work
progressed. The clay itself seemed inspired
since she had been there, and moulded itself,
in heightened beauty, to a likeness of the
well-known features.
“Now I know what life is,” cried the artist
rejoicingly; “it is Love! It is the lofty
abandonment of self for the dawning of the
beautiful in the soul! What my friends call
life and enjoyment is a passing shadow; it
is like bubbles among seething dregs, not
the pure heavenly wine that consecrates us
to life.”
The marble block was reared in its place.
The chisel struck great fragments from it;
the measurements were taken, points and
lines were made, the mechanical part was
executed, till gradually the stone assumed a
human female form, a shape of beauty, and
became converted into the Psyche, fair and
glorious—a divine being in human shape. The
heavy stone appeared as a gliding, dancing,
airy Psyche, with the heavenly innocent
smile—the smile that had mirrored itself in
the soul of the young artist.
The Star of the roseate dawn beheld and
understood what was stirring within the
young man, and could read the meaning of the
changing color of his cheek, of the light
that flashed from his eye, as he stood
busily working, reproducing what had been
put into his soul from above.
“Thou art a master like those masters among
the ancient Greeks,” exclaimed his delighted
friends; “soon shall the whole world admire
thy Psyche.”
“My Psyche!” he repeated. “Yes, mine. She
must be mine. I, too, am an artist, like
those great men who are gone. Providence has
granted me the boon, and has made me the
equal of that lady of noble birth.”
And he knelt down and breathed a prayer of
thankfulnesss to Heaven, and then he forgot
Heaven for her sake—for the sake of her
picture in stone—for her Psyche which stood
there as if formed of snow, blushing in the
morning dawn.
He was to see her in reality, the living,
graceful Psyche, whose words sounded like
music in his ears. He could now carry the
news into the rich palace that the marble
Psyche was finished. He betook himself
thither, strode through the open courtyard
where the waters ran splashing from the
dolphin’s jaws into the marble basins, where
the snowy lilies and the fresh roses bloomed
in abundance. He stepped into the great
lofty hall, whose walls and ceilings shone
with gilding and bright colors and heraldic
devices. Gayly-dressed serving-men, adorned
with trappings like sleigh horses, walked to
and fro, and some reclined at their ease
upon the carved oak seats, as if they were
the masters of the house. He told them what
had brought him to the palace, and was
conducted up the shining marble staircase,
covered with soft carpets and adorned with
many a statue. Then he went on through
richly-furnished chambers, over mosaic
floors, amid gorgeous pictures. All this
pomp and luxury seemed to weary him; but
soon he felt relieved, for the princely old
master of the house received him most
graciously,, almost heartily; and when he
took his leave he was requested to step into
the Signora’s apartment, for she, too,
wished to see him. The servants led him
through more luxurious halls and chambers
into her room, where she appeared the chief
and leading ornament.
She spoke to him. No hymn of supplication,
no holy chant, could melt his soul like the
sound of her voice. He took her hand and
lifted it to his lips. No rose was softer,
but a fire thrilled through him from this
rose—a feeling of power came upon him, and
words poured from his tongue—he knew not
what he said. Does the crater of the volcano
know that the glowing lava is pouring from
it? He confessed what he felt for her. She
stood before him astonished, offended, proud,
with contempt in her face, an expression of
disgust, as if she had suddenly touched a
cold unclean reptile. Her cheeks reddened,
her lips grew white, and her eyes flashed
fire, though they were dark as the blackness
of night.
“Madman!” she cried, “away! begone!”
And she turned her back upon him. Her
beautiful face wore an expression like that
of the stony countenance with the snaky
locks.
Like a stricken, fainting man, he tottered
down the staircase and out into the street.
Like a man walking in his sleep, he found
his way back to his dwelling. Then he woke
up to madness and agony, and seized his
hammer, swung it high in the air, and rushed
forward to shatter the beautiful marble
image. But, in his pain, he had not noticed
that his friend Angelo stood beside him; and
Angelo held back his arm with a strong grasp,
crying,
“Are you mad? What are you about?”
They struggled together. Angelo was the
stronger; and, with a deep sigh of
exhaustion, the young artist threw himself
into a chair.
“What has happened?” asked Angelo. “Command
yourself. Speak!”
But what could he say? How could he explain?
And as Angelo could make no sense of his
friend’s incoherent words, he forbore to
question him further, and merely said,
“Your blood grows thick from your eternal
dreaming. Be a man, as all others are, and
don’t go on living in ideals, for that is
what drives men crazy. A jovial feast will
make you sleep quietly and happily. Believe
me, the time will come when you will be old,
and your sinews will shrink, and then, on
some fine sunshiny day, when everything is
laughing and rejoicing, you will lie there a
faded plant, that will grow no more. I do
not live in dreams, but in reality. Come
with me. Be a man!”
And he drew the artist away with him. At
this moment he was able to do so, for a fire
ran in the blood of the young sculptor; a
change had taken place in his soul; he felt
a longing to tear from the old, the
accustomed—to forget, if possible, his own
individuality; and therefore it was that he
followed Angelo.
In an out-of-the-way suburb of Rome lay a
tavern much visited by artists. It was built
on the ruins of some ancient baths. The
great yellow citrons hung down among the
dark shining leaves, and covered a part of
the old reddish-yellow walls. The tavern
consisted of a vaulted chamber, almost like
a cavern, in the ruins. A lamp burned there
before the picture of the Madonna. A great
fire gleamed on the hearth, and roasting and
boiling was going on there; without, under
the citron trees and laurels, stood a few
covered tables.
The two artists were received by their
friends with shouts of welcome. Little was
eaten, but much was drunk, and the spirits
of the company rose. Songs were sung and
ditties were played on the guitar; presently
the Salterello sounded, and the merry dance
began. Two young Roman girls, who sat as
models to the artists, took part in the
dance and in the festivity. Two charming
Bacchantes were they; certainly not Psyches—not
delicate, beautiful roses, but fresh, hearty,
glowing carnations.
How hot it was on that day! Even after
sundown it was hot. There was fire in the
blood, fire in every glance, fire everywhere.
The air gleamed with gold and roses, and
life seemed like gold and roses.
“At last you have joined us, for once,” said
his friends. “Now let yourself be carried by
the waves within and around you.”
“Never yet have I felt so well, so merry!”
cried the young artist. “You are right—you
are all of you right. I was a fool—a dreamer.
Man belongs to reality, and not to fancy.”
With songs and with sounding guitars the
young people returned that evening from the
tavern, through the narrow streets; the two
glowing carnations, daughters of the
Campagna, went with them.
In Angelo’s room, among a litter of colored
sketches (studies) and glowing pictures, the
voices sounded mellower, but not less
merrily. On the ground lay many a sketch
that resembled the daughters of the Campagna,
in their fresh, hearty comeliness, but the
two originals were far handsomer than their
portraits. All the burners of the six-armed
lamp flared and flamed; and the human flamed
up from within, and appeared in the glare as
if it were divine.
“Apollo! Jupiter! I feel myself raised to
our heaven—to your glory! I feel as if the
blossom of life were unfolding itself in my
veins at this moment!”
Yes, the blossom unfolded itself, and then
burst and fell, and an evil vapor arose from
it, blinding the sight, leading astray the
fancy; the firework of the senses went out,
and it became dark.
He was again in his own room. There he sat
down on his bed and collected his thoughts.
“Fie on thee!” these were the words that
sounded out of his mouth from the depths of
his heart. “Wretched man, go, begone!” And a
deep painful sigh burst from his bosom.
“Away! begone!” These, her words, the words
of the living Psyche, echoed through his
heart, escaped from his lips. He buried his
head in the pillows, his thoughts grew
confused, and he fell asleep.
In the morning dawn he started up, and
collected his thoughts anew. What had
happened? Had all the past been a dream? The
visit to her, the feast at the tavern, the
evening with the purple carnations of the
Campagna? No, it was all real—a reality he
had never before experienced.
In the purple air gleamed the bright Star,
and its beams fell upon him and upon the
marble Psyche. He trembled as he looked at
that picture of immortality, and his glance
seemed impure to him. He threw the cloth
over the statue, and then touched it once
more to unveil the form—but he was not able
to look again at his own work.
Gloomy, quiet, absorbed in his own thoughts,
he sat there through the long day; he heard
nothing of what was going on around him, and
no man guessed what was passing in this
human soul.
And days and weeks went by, but the nights
passed more slowly than the days. The
flashing Star beheld him one morning as he
rose, pale and trembling with fever, from
his sad couch; then he stepped towards the
statue, threw back the covering, took one
long, sorrowful gaze at his work, and then,
almost sinking beneath the burden, he
dragged the statue out into the garden. In
that place was an old dry well, now nothing
but a hole. Into this he cast the Psyche,
threw earth in above her, and covered up the
spot with twigs and nettles.
“Away! begone!” Such was the short epitaph
he spoke.
The Star beheld all this from the pink
morning sky, and its beam trembled upon two
great tears upon the pale feverish cheeks of
the young man; and soon it was said that he
was sick unto death, and he lay stretched
upon a bed of pain.
The convent Brother Ignatius visited him as
a physician and a friend, and brought him
words of comfort, of religion, and spoke to
him of the peace and happiness of the church,
of the sinfulness of man, of rest and mercy
to be found in heaven.
And the words fell like warm sunbeams upon a
teeming soil. The soil smoked and sent up
clouds of mist, fantastic pictures, pictures
in which there was reality; and from these
floating islands he looked across at human
life. He found it vanity and delusion—and
vanity and delusion it had been to him. They
told him that art was a sorcerer, betraying
us to vanity and to earthly lusts; that we
are false to ourselves, unfaithful to our
friends, unfaithful towards Heaven; and that
the serpent was always repeating within us,
“Eat, and thou shalt become as God.”
And it appeared to him as if now, for the
first time, he knew himself, and had found
the way that leads to truth and to peace. In
the church was the light and the brightness
of God—in the monk’s cell he should find the
rest through which the tree of human life
might grow on into eternity.
Brother Ignatius strengthened his longings,
and the determination became firm within him.
A child of the world became a servant of the
church—the young artist renounced the world,
and retired into the cloister.
The brothers came forward affectionately to
welcome him, and his inauguration was as a
Sunday feast. Heaven seemed to him to dwell
in the sunshine of the church, and to beam
upon him from the holy pictures and from the
cross. And when, in the evening, at the
sunset hour, he stood in his little cell,
and, opening the window, looked out upon old
Rome, upon the desolated temples, and the
great dead Coliseum—when he saw all this in
its spring garb, when the acacias bloomed,
and the ivy was fresh, and roses burst forth
everywhere, and the citron and orange were
in the height of their beauty, and the palm
trees waved their branches—then he felt a
deeper emotion than had ever yet thrilled
through him. The quiet open Campagna spread
itself forth towards the blue snow-covered
mountains, which seemed to be painted in the
air; all the outlines melting into each
other, breathing peace and beauty, floating,
dreaming—and all appearing like a dream!
Yes, this world was a dream, and the dream
lasts for hours, and may return for hours;
but convent life is a life of years—long
years, and many years.
From within comes much that renders men
sinful and impure. He fully realized the
truth of this. What flames arose up in him
at times! What a source of evil, of that
which we would not, welled up continually!
He mortified his body, but the evil came
from within.
One day, after the lapse of many years, he
met Angelo, who recognized him.
“Man!” exclaimed Angelo. “Yes, it is thou!
Art thou happy now? Thou hast sinned against
God, and cast away His boon from thee—hast
neglected thy mission in this world! Read
the parable of the intrusted talent! The
MASTER, who spoke that parable, spoke the
truth! What hast thou gained? What hast thou
found? Dost thou not fashion for thyself a
religion and a dreamy life after thine own
idea, as almost all do? Suppose all this is
a dream, a fair delusion!”
“Get thee away from me, Satan!” said the
monk; and he quitted Angelo.
“There is a devil, a personal devil! This
day I have seen him!” said the monk to
himself. “Once I extended a finger to him,
and he took my whole hand. But now,” he
sighed, “the evil is within me, and it is in
yonder man; but it does not bow him down; he
goes abroad with head erect, and enjoys his
comfort; and I grasped at comfort in the
consolations of religion. If it were nothing
but a consolation? Supposing everything here
were, like the world I have quitted, only a
beautiful fancy, a delusion like the beauty
of the evening clouds, like the misty blue
of the distant hills!—when you approach them,
they are very different! O eternity! Thou
actest like the great calm ocean, that
beckons us, and fills us with expectation—and
when we embark upon thee, we sink, disappear,
and cease to be. Delusion! away with it!
begone!”
And tearless, but sunk in bitter reflection,
he sat upon his hard couch, and then knelt
down—before whom? Before the stone cross
fastened to the wall? No, it was only habit
that made him take this position.
The more deeply he looked into his own heart,
the blacker did the darkness seem.—“Nothing
within, nothing without—this life
squanderied and cast away!” And this thought
rolled and grew like a snowball, until it
seemed to crush him.
“I can confide my griefs to none. I may
speak to none of the gnawing worm within. My
secret is my prisoner; if I let the captive
escape, I shall be his!”
And the godlike power that dwelt within him
suffered and strove.
“O Lord, my Lord!” he cried, in his despair,
“be merciful and grant me faith. I threw
away the gift thou hadst vouchsafed to me, I
left my mission unfulfilled. I lacked
strength, and strength thou didst not give
me. Immortality—the Psyche in my breast—away
with it!—it shall be buried like that Psyche,
the best gleam of my life; never will it
arise out of its grave!”
The Star glowed in the roseate air, the Star
that shall surely be extinguished and pass
away while the soul still lives on; its
trembling beam fell upon the white wall, but
it wrote nothing there upon being made
perfect in God, nothing of the hope of mercy,
of the reliance on the divine love that
thrills through the heart of the believer.
“The Psyche within can never die. Shall it
live in consciousness? Can the
incomprehensible happen? Yes, yes. My being
is incomprehensible. Thou art unfathomable,
O Lord. Thy whole world is incomprehensible—a
wonder-work of power, of glory and of love.”
His eyes gleamed, and then closed in death.
The tolling of the church bell was the last
sound that echoed above him, above the dead
man; and they buried him, covering him with
earth that had been brought from Jerusalem,
and in which was mingled the dust of many of
the pious dead.
When years had gone by his skeleton was dug
up, as the skeletons of the monks who had
died before him had been; it was clad in a
brown frock, a rosary was put into the bony
hand, and the form was placed among the
ranks of other skeletons in the cloisters of
the convent. And the sun shone without,
while within the censers were waved and the
Mass was celebrated.
And years rolled by.
The bones fell asunder and became mingled
with others. Skulls were piled up till they
formed an outer wall around the church; and
there lay also his head in the burning sun,
for many dead were there, and no one knew
their names, and his name was forgotten also.
And see, something was moving in the
sunshine, in the sightless cavernous eyes!
What might that be? A sparkling lizard moved
about in the skull, gliding in and out
through the sightless holes. The lizard now
represented all the life left in that head,
in which once great thoughts, bright dreams,
the love of art and of the glorious, had
arisen, whence hot tears had rolled down,
where hope and immortality had had their
being. The lizard sprang away and
disappeared, and the skull itself crumbled
to pieces and became dust among dust.
Centuries passed away. The bright Star
gleamed unaltered, radiant and large, as it
had gleamed for thousands of years, and the
air glowed red with tints fresh as roses,
crimson like blood.
There, where once had stood the narrow lane
containing the ruins of the temple, a
nunnery was now built. A grave was being dug
in the convent garden for a young nun who
had died, and was to be laid in the earth
this morning. The spade struck against a
hard substance; it was a stone, that shone
dazzling white. A block of marble soon
appeared, a rounded shoulder was laid bare;
and now the spade was plied with a more
careful hand, and presently a female head
was seen, and butterflies’ wings. Out of the
grave in which the young nun was to be laid
they lifted, in the rosy morning, a
wonderful statue of a Psyche carved in white
marble.
“How beautiful, how perfect it is!” cried
the spectators. “A relic of the best period
of art.”
And who could the sculptor have been? No one
knew; no one remembered him, except the
bright star that had gleamed for thousands
of years. The star had seen the course of
that life on earth, and knew of the man’s
trials, of his weakness—in fact, that he had
been but human. The man’s life had passed
away, his dust had been scattered abroad as
dust is destined to be; but the result of
his noblest striving, the glorious work that
gave token of the divine element within him—the
Psyche that never dies, that lives beyond
posterity—the brightness even of this
earthly Psyche remained here after him, and
was seen and acknowledged and appreciated.
The bright Morning Star in the roseate air
threw its glancing ray downward upon the
Psyche, and upon the radiant countenances of
the admiring spectators, who here beheld the
image of the soul portrayed in marble.
What is earthly will pass away and be
forgotten, and the Star in the vast
firmament knows it. What is heavenly will
shine brightly through posterity; and when
the ages of posterity are past, the Psyche—the
soul—will still live on! |