The
Old Bachelor's Nightcap
By Hans Christian Andersen
(1858)
There is a street in Copenhagen that has
this strange name ' Hysken Stræde.' Whence
comes this name and what is its meaning ? It
is said to be German ; but injustice has
been done to the Germans in this matter, for
it would have to be ' Häuschen ', and that
means little houses. For here stood, once
upon a time, and indeed for a great many
years, a few little houses, which were
little more than wooden booths, just as we
see now in the market-places at fair-time.
They were, perhaps, a little larger, and had
windows ; but the panes were of horn or
bladder, for glass was then too expensive to
be used in every house. But then we are
speaking of a long time ago so long since,
that grandfather's grandfather, when he
talked about it, used to speak of it as '
the old times ' in fact, it is several
centuries ago.
The rich merchants in Bremen and Lübeck
carried on trade with Copenhagen. They did
not come here themselves, but sent their
clerks, who lived in the wooden booths in
the street of the small houses, and sold
beer and spices. The German beer was good,
and there were many kinds
of it Bremen, and Pryssing, Emser, and even
Brunswick mumm ; and quantities of spices
were sold saffron, and aniseed, and ginger,
and especially pepper. Yes, pepper was the
chief article here ; and so it happened that
the German clerks got the nickname, ' pepper
gentry ' ; and
there was a condition which they had to
enter into at home, that they would not
marry at Copenhagen, and many of them became
very old. They had to care for themselves,
and to look after their own comforts, and to
put out their own fires when they had any ;
and some of them became very solitary old
boys, with eccentric ideas and eccentric
habits. From them, all unmarried men who
have attained a certain age are called in
Denmark ' pepper gentry ' ; and
this must be understood by all who wish to
comprehend this history.
The ' pepper gentleman ' becomes a butt for
ridicule, and is told that he ought to put
on his nightcap, draw it down over his eyes,
and go to bed. The boys sing
'Cut, cut wood,
Poor bachelor's a sorry elf ;
A nightcap goes with him to bed,
And he must light his fire himself.'
Yes, that 's what they sing about the '
pepperer ' thus they make game of the poor
bachelor and his nightcap, just because they
know very little about either. Ah, that kind
of nightcap no one should wish to earn ! And
why not ? We shall hear.
In the old times the street of the small
houses was not paved, and the people
stumbled out of one hole into another, as in
a neglected by-way ; and it was narrow too.
The booths leaned side by side, and stood so
close together that in the summer-time a
sail was often stretched from one
booth to its opposite neighbour, on which
occasion the fragrance of pepper, saffron,
and ginger became doubly powerful. Behind
the counters young men were seldom seen. The
clerks were generally old boys ; but they
did not look like what we should fancy them,
namely, with wig,
and nightcap, and plush small-clothes, and
with waistcoat and coat buttoned up to the
chin. No, grandfather's great-grandfather
may look like that, and has been thus
portrayed, but the ' pepper gentry ' did not
have the means to have their portraits taken
; though, indeed, it would be interesting
now to have a picture of one of them, as he
stood behind the counter or went to church
on holy days. His hat was high-crowned and
broad-brimmed, and sometimes one of the
youngest clerks would mount a feather. The
woollen shirt was hidden behind a broad
clean collar, the close jacket was buttoned
up to the chin, and the cloak hung loose
over it ; and the trousers were tucked into
the broad-toed shoes, for the clerks did not
wear stockings. In their girdles they
carried a dinnerknife and spoon, and a
larger knife was placed there also for the
defence of the owner ; and this weapon was
often very necessary. Just so was Anthony,
one of the oldest clerks, clad on high days
and holy days, except that, instead of a
high-crowned hat, he wore a low bonnet, and
under it a knitted cap (a regular nightcap),
to which he had grown so accustomed that it
was always on his head ; and he had two of
them. The old fellow was a subject for a
painter. He was as thin as a lath, had
wrinkles about his eyes and mouth, and long
bony fingers, and bushy grey eyebrows ; over
the left eye hung quite a tuft of hair, and
that did not look very handsome, though it
made him very noticeable. People knew that
he came from
Bremen ; but that was not his native place,
though his master lived there. His own
native place was in Thuringia, the town of
Eisenach, close by the Wartburg. Old Anthony
did not speak much of this, but he thought
of it all the more.
The old clerks in the street did not often
come together. Each one remained in his
booth, which was closed early in the evening
; and then it looked dark enough in the
street : only a faint glimmer of light
forced its way through the little horn-pane
in the roof ; and in the booth sat,
generally on his bed, the old bachelor, his
German hymn-book in his hand, singing an
evening psalm ; or he went about in the
booth till late into the night, and busied
himself about all sorts of things. It was
certainly not an amusing life. To be a
stranger in a strange land is a bitter lot :
nobody cares for you, unless you happen to
get in anybody's way.
Often when it was dark night outside, with
snow and rain, the place looked very gloomy
and lonely. No lamps were to be seen, with
the exception of one solitary light hanging
before the picture of the Virgin that was
fastened against the wall. The plash of the
water against the
neighbouring rampart at the castle wharf
could be plainly heard. Such evenings are
long and dreary, unless people devise some
employment for themselves. There is not
always packing or unpacking to do, nor can
the scales be polished or paper bags be made
continually ; and,
failing these, people should devise other
employment for themselves. And that is just
what old Anthony did ; for he used to mend
his clothes and put pieces on his boots.
When he at last sought his couch he used
from habit to keep his nightcap on. He drew
it down a little closer ;
but soon he would push it up again, to see
if the light had been properly extinguished.
He would touch it, press the wick together,
and then lie down on the other side, and
draw his nightcap down again ; but then a
doubt would come upon him, if every coal in
the little fire-pan below had been properly
deadened and put out a tiny spark might have
been left burning, and might set fire to
something and cause damage. And therefore he
rose from his bed, and crept down the ladder,
for it could scarcely be called a stair. And
when he came to the fire-pan not a spark was
to be discovered, and he might just go back
again. But often, when he had gone half of
the way back, it would occur to him that the
shutters might not be securely fastened ;
yes, then his thin legs must carry him
downstairs once more. He was cold, and his
teeth chattered in his mouth
when he crept back again to bed ; for the
cold seems to become doubly severe when it
knows it cannot stay much longer. He drew up
the coverlet closer around him, and pulled
down the nightcap lower over his brows, and
turned his thoughts away from trade and from
the labours of the day. But that did not
procure him agreeable entertainment ; for
now old thoughts came and put up their
curtains, and these curtains have sometimes
pins in them, with which one pricks oneself,
and one cries out ' Oh ! ' and they prick
into one's flesh and burn so, that the tears
sometimes come into one's eyes ; and that
often happened to old Anthony hot tears. The
largest pearls streamed forth, and fell on
the coverlet or on the floor, and then they
sounded as if one of his heart-strings had
broken. Sometimes again they seemed to rise
up in flame, illuminating a picture of life
that never faded out of his heart. If he
then dried his eyes with his nightcap, the
tear and the picture were indeed crushed,
but the source of the tears remained, it lay
in his heart. The pictures did not come up
in the order in which the scenes had
occurred in reality, for very often the most
painful would come together ; then again the
most joyful would come, but these had the
deepest shadows of all.
The beech woods of Denmark are beautiful,
but the woods of Thuringia arose far more
beautiful in the eyes of Anthony. More
mighty and more venerable seemed to him the
old oaks around the proud knightly castle,
where the creeping plants hung down over the
stony blocks of the rock ; sweeter there
bloomed the flowers of the appletree than in
the Banish land. This he remembered very
vividly. A glittering tear rolled down over
his cheek ; and in this tear he could
plainly see two children playing a boy and a
girl. The boy had red cheeks, and yellow
curling hair, and honest blue eyes. He was
the son of the rich merchant, little Anthony
himself. The little girl had
brown eyes and black hair, and had a bright
clever look. She was the burgomaster's
daughter Molly. The two were playing with an
apple. They shook the apple, and heard the
pips rattling in it. Then they cut the apple
in two, and each of them took a half ; they
divided even the pips, and ate them all but
one, which the little girl proposed that
they should lay in the earth.
' Then you shall see,' she said, ' what will
come out. It will be something you don't at
all expect. A whole appletree will come out,
but not directly.'
And she put the pip in a flower-pot, and
both were very busy and eager about it. The
boy made a hole in the earth with his
finger, and the little girl dropped the pip
in it, and they both covered it with earth.
' Now, you must not take it out to-morrow to
see if it has struck root,' said Molly. '
That won't do at all. I did it with my
flowers ; but only twice. I wanted to see if
they were growing I didn't know any better
then and the plants withered.'
Anthony took away the flower-pot, and every
morning, the whole winter through, he looked
at it ; but nothing was to be seen but the
black earth. At length, however, the spring
came, and the sun shone warm again ; and two
little green leaves came up out of the pot.
' Those are for me and Molly,' said the boy.
' That 's beautiful that 's marvellously
beautiful ! '
Soon a third leaf made its appearance. Whom
did that represent ? Yes, and there came
another, and yet another. Day by day and
week by week they grew larger, and the plant
began to take the form of a real tree. And
all this was now mirrored in a single tear,
which was wiped away and disappeared ; but
it might come again from its source in the
heart of old Anthony.
In the neighbourhood of Eisenach a row of
stony mountains rises up. One of these
mountains is round in outline, naked and
without tree, bush, or grass. 'It is called
the Venus Mount. In this mountain dwells
Lady Venus, one of the deities of the
heathen times. She is also called Lady Holle
; and every child in and around Eisenach has
heard about her. She it was who lured
Tannhauser, the noble knight and minstrel,
from the circle of the singers of the
Wartburg
into her mountain.
Little Molly and Anthony often stood by this
mountain ; and once Molly said,
' Dare you knock and say, "Lady Holle, open
the door Tannhauser is here " ? '
But Anthony did not dare. Molly, however,
did it, though she only said the words '
Lady Holle, Lady Holle ! ' aloud and
distinctly ; the rest she muttered so
indistinctly that Anthony felt convinced she
had not really said anything ; and yet she
looked as bold and saucj as possible
as saucy as when she sometimes came round
him with other little girls in the garden,
and all wanted to kiss him because he did
not like to be kissed and tried to keep them
off ; and she was the only one who dared to
kiss him.
' I may kiss him ! ' she would say proudly.
That was her vanity ; and Anthony submitted,
and thought no more about it.
How charming and how teasing Molly was ! It
was
said that Lady Holle in the mountain was
beautiful also,
but that her beauty was like that of a
tempting fiend.
The greatest beauty and grace was possessed
by Saint
Elizabeth, the patron saint of the country,
the pious Princess
of Thuringia, whose good actions have been
immortalized
in many places in legends and stories. In
the chapel her
picture was hanging, surrounded by silver
lamps ; but it
was not in the least like Molly.
The apple-tree which the two children had
planted grew year by year, and became so
tall, that it had to be transplanted into the garden, into the fresh air,
where the dew
fell and the sun shone warm. And the tree
developed itself
strongly, so that it could resist the winter.
And it seemed
as if, after the rigour of the cold season
was past, it put
forth blossoms in spring for very joy. In
the autumn
it brought two apples one for Molly and one
for Anthony.
It could not well have produced less.
The tree had grown apace, and Molly grew
like the tree.
She was as fresh as an apple -blossom : but
Anthony was
not long to behold this flower. All things
change ! Molly's
father left his old home, and Molly went
with him, far
away. Yes, in our time steam has made the
journey they
took a matter of a few hours, but then more
than a day
and a night were necessary to go so far
eastward from
Eisenach to the farthest border of Thuringia,
to the city
which is still called Weimar.
And Molly wept, and Anthony wept ; but all
their tears
now melted into one, and this tear had the
rosy, charming
hue of joy. For Molly told him she loved him
loved him
more than all the splendours of Weimar.
One, two, three years went by, and during
this period
two letters were received. One came by a
carrier, and a
traveller brought the other. The way was
long and
difficult, and passed through many windings
by towns
and villages.
Often had Molly and Anthony heard of
Tristram and
Iseult, and often had the boy applied the
story to himself
and Molly, though the name Tristram was said
to mean
' born in tribulation ', and that did not
apply to Anthony,
nor would he ever be able to think, like
Tristram, ' She has
forgotten me, But, indeed, Iseult did not
forget her
faithful knight ; and when both were laid to
rest in the
earth, one on each side of the church, the
linden trees grew
from their graves over the church roof, and
there met each
other in bloom. Anthony thought that was
beautiful, but
mournful, but it could not become mournful
between him
and Molly ; and he whistled a song of the
old minnesinger,
Walter of the Vogelweide
Under the lindens
Upon the heath.
And especially that passage appeared
charming to him
From the forest, down in the vale,
Sang her sweet song the nightingale.
This song was often in his mouth, and he
sang and whistled
it in the moonlight night, when he rode
along the deep hollow
way on horseback to get to Weimar and visit
Molly. He
wished to come unexpectedly, and he came
unexpectedly.
He was made welcome with full goblets of
wine, with
jovial company, fine company, and a pretty
room and a good
bed were provided for him ; and yet his
reception was not
what he had dreamed and fancied it would be.
He could
not understand himself he could not
understand the
others ; but we can understand it. One may
be admitted
into a house and associate with a family
without becoming
one of them. One may converse together as
one would
converse in a post-carriage, and know one
another as
people know each other on a journey, each
incommoding
the other and wishing that either oneself or
the good
neighbour were away. Yes, that was the kind
of thing
Anthony felt.
' I am an honest girl,' said Molly, ' and I
myself will
tell you what it is. Much has changed since
we were
children together changed inwardly and
outwardly.
Habit and will have no power over our hearts.
Anthony,
I should not like to have an enemy in you,
now that I shall
soon be far away from here. Believe me, I
entertain the
best wishes for you ; but to feel for you
what I know now
one may feel for a man, has never been the
case with me.
You must reconcile yourself to this.
Farewell, Anthony ! '
And Anthony bade her farewell. No tear came
into his
eye, but he felt that he was no longer
Molly's friend. Hot
iron and cold iron alike take the skin from
our lips, and we
have the same feeling when we kiss it : and
he kissed himself
into hatred as into love.
Within twenty -four hours Anthony was back
in Eisenach,
though certainly the horse on which he rode
was ruined.
' What matter ! ' he said : ' I am ruined
too ; and I will
destroy everything that can remind me of
her, or of Lady
Holle, or Venus the heathen woman ! I will
break down the
apple-tree and tear it up by the roots, so
that it shall never
bear flower or fruit more ! '
But the apple-tree was not broken down,
though he himself
was broken down, and bound on a couch by
fever. What
could raise him up again ? A medicine was
presented to
him which had strength to do this the
bitterest of medicines,
that shakes up body and spirit together.
Anthony's father
ceased to be the richest of merchants. Heavy
days days
of trial were at the door ; misfortune came
rolling into
the house like great waves of the sea. The
father became
a poor man. Sorrow and suffering took away
his strength.
Then Anthony had to think of something else
besides nursing
his love-sorrows and his anger against
Molly. He had to
take his father's place to give orders, to
help, to act
energetically, and at last to go out into
the world and earn
his bread.
Anthony went to Bremen. There he learned
what poverty
and hard living meant ; and these sometimes
make the
heart hard, and sometimes soften it, even
too much.
How different the world was, and how
different the people
were from what he had supposed them to be in
his childhood ! What were the minnesinger's songs to
him now ?
an echo, a vanishing sound ! Yes, that is
what he thought
sometimes ; but again the songs would sound
in his soul,
and his heart became gentle.
God's will is best ! ' he would say then.
' It was well
that I was not permitted to keep Molly's
heart that she
did not remain true to me. What would it
have led to
now, when fortune has turned away from me ?
She quitted
me before she knew of this loss of
prosperity, or had any
notion of what awaited me. That was a mercy
of Providence
towards me. Everything has happened for the
best. It
was not her fault and I have been so bitter,
and have
shown so much rancour towards her ! '
And years went by. Anthony's father was dead,
and
strangers lived in the old house. But
Anthony was destined
to see it again. His rich employer sent him
on commercial
journeys, and his duty led him into his
native town of
Eisenach. The old Wartburg stood unchanged
on the
mountain, with ' the monk and the nun ' hewn
out in stone.
The great oaks gave to the scene the
outlines it had possessed
in his childish days. The Venus Mount
glimmered grey
and naked over the valley. He would have
been glad to
cry, ' Lady Holle, Lady Holle, unlock the
door, and I shall
enter and remain in my native earth ! '
That was a sinful thought, and he blessed
himself to
drive it away. Then a little bird out of the
thicket sang
clearly, and the old minnesong came into his
mind
From the forest, down in the vale,
Sang her sweet song the nightingale.
And here in the town of his childhood, which
he thus saw
again through tears, much came back into
fais remembrance.
His father's house stood as in the old times
; but the garden
was altered, and a field-path led over a
portion of the old
ground, and the apple-tree that he had not
broken down
stood there, but outside the garden, on the
farther side of
the path. But the sun threw its rays on the
apple-tree as
in the old days, the dew descended gently
upon it as then,
and it bore such a burden of fruit that the
branches were
bent down towards the earth.
' That flourishes ! ' he said. ' The tree
can grow ! '
Nevertheless, one of the branches of the
tree was broken.
Mischievous hands had torn it down towards
the ground ;
for now the tree stood by the public way.
' They break its blossoms off without a
feeling of thankfulness they steal its fruit and break the
branches. One
might say of the tree as has been said of
some men " It
was not sung at his cradle that it should
come thus." How
brightly its history began, and what has it
come to ?
Forsaken and forgotten a garden tree by the
hedge, in
the field, and on the public way ! There it
stands un-
protected, plundered, and broken ! It has
certainly not
died, but in the course of years the number
of blossoms will
diminish ; at last the fruit will cease
altogether ; and at
last at last all will be over ! '
Such were Anthony's thoughts under the tree
; such were
his thoughts during many a night in the
lonely chamber of
the wooden house in the distant land in the
street of the
small houses in Copenhagen, whither his rich
employer,
the Bremen merchant, had sent him, first
making it
a condition that he should not marry.
' Marry ! Ha, ha ! ' he laughed bitterly to
himself.
Winter had set in early ; it was freezing
hard. Without,
a snow-storm was raging, so that every one
who could do
so remained at home ; thus, too, it happened
that those who
lived opposite to Anthony did not notice
that for two days
his house had not been unlocked, and that he
did not show
himself ; for who would go out unnecessarily
in such weather ?
They were grey, gloomy days ; and in the
house, whose
windows were not of glass, twilight only
alternated with
dark night. Old Anthony had not left his bed
during the
two days, for he had not the strength to
rise ; he had for
a long time felt in his limbs the hardness
of the weather.
Forsaken by all lay the old bachelor, unable
to help himself.
He could scarcely reach the water- jug that
he had placed
by his bedside, and the last drop it
contained had been
consumed. It was not fever, nor sickness,
but old age that
had struck him down. Up there, where his
couch was
placed, he was overshadowed, as it were, by
continual night.
A little spider, which, however, he could
not see, busily and
cheerfully span its web around him, as if it
were weaving
a little crape banner that should wave when
the old man
closed his eyes.
The time was very slow, and long, and dreary.
Tears he
had none to shed, nor did he feel pain. The
thought of
Molly never came into his mind. He felt as
if the world
and its noise concerned him no longer as if
he were lying
outside the world, and no one were thinking
of him. For
a moment he felt a sensation of hunger of
thirst. Yes,
he felt them both. But nobody came to tend
him nobody.
He thought of those who had once suffered
want ; of Saint
Elizabeth, as she had once wandered on earth
; of her,
the saint of his home and of his childhood,
the noble
Duchess of Thuringia, the benevolent lady
who had been
accustomed to visit the lowliest cottages,
bringing to the
inmates refreshment and comfort. Her pious
deeds shone
bright upon his soul. He thought of her as
she had come
to distribute words of comfort, binding up
the wounds of
the afflicted and giving meat to the hungry,
though her
stern husband had chidden her for it. He
thought of the
legend told of her, how she had been
carrying the full
basket containing food and wine, when her
husband, who
watched her footsteps, came forth and asked
angrily what
she was carrying, whereupon she answered, in
fear and
trembling, that the basket contained roses
which she had
plucked in the garden ; how he had torn away
the white
cloth from the basket, and a miracle had
been performed
for the pious lady ; for bread and wine, and
everything in the
basket, had been transformed into roses !
Thus the saint's memory dwelt in Anthony's
quiet mind ;
thus she stood bodily before his downcast
face, before his
warehouse in the simple booth in the Danish
land. He
uncovered his head, and looked into -her
gentle eyes, and
everything around him was beautiful ao,d
roseate. Yes,
the roses seemed to unfold themselves in
fragrance. There
came to him a sweet, peculiar odour of
apples, and he saw
a blossoming apple-tree, which spread its
branches above him
it was the tree which Molly and he had
planted together.
And the tree strewed down its fragrant
leaves upon him,
cooling his burning brow. The leaves fell
upon his parched
lips, and were like strengthening bread and
wine ; and they
fell upon his breast, and he felt calm, and
inclined to sleep
peacefully.
' Now I shall sleep,' he whispered to
himself. ' Sleep is
refreshing. To-morrow I shall be upon my
feet again, and
strong and well glorious, wonderful ! That
apple-tree,
planted in true affection, now stands before
me in heavenly
radiance
And he slept.
The day afterwards it was the third day that
his shop
had remained closed the snow-storm had
ceased, and
a neighbour from the opposite house came
over towards
the booth where dwelt old Anthony, who had
not yet shown
himself. Anthony lay stretched upon his bed
dead with
his old cap clutched tightly in his two
hands ! They did
not put that cap on his head in his coffin,
for he had a new
white one.
Where were now the tears that he had wept ?
What
had become of the pearls ? They remained in
the nightcap
and the true ones do not come out in the
wash they
were preserved in the nightcap, and in time
forgotten ;
but the old thoughts and the old dreams
still remained in
the ' bachelor's nightcap '. Don't wish for
such a cap for
yourself. It would make your forehead very
hot, would
make your pulse beat feverishly, and con
jure up dreams which
appear like reality. The first who wore that
cap afterwards
felt all that, though it was half a century
afterwards ;
and that man was the burgomaster himself,
who had a
wife and eleven children, and was very well
off. He was
immediately seized with dreams of
unfortunate love, of
bankruptcy, and of heavy times.
' Hallo ! how the nightcap warms ! ' he
cried, and tore
it from his head.
And a pearl rolled out, and another, and
another, and
they sounded and glittered.
' This must be gout,' said the burgomaster.
' Something
dazzles my eyes ! '
They were tears, shed half a century before
by old
Anthony from Eisenach.
Every one who afterwards put that nightcap
upon his
head had visions and dreams. His own history
was changed
into that of Anthony, and became a story ;
in fact, many
stories. But some one else may tell them. We
have told
the first. And our last word is don't wish
for ' the Old
Bachelor's Nightcap '.
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