She
was Good for Nothing
By Hans Christian Andersen
(1855)
The mayor stood at the open window. He
looked smart, for his shirt-frill, in which
he had stuck a breast-pin, and his ruffles,
were very fine. He had shaved his chin
uncommonly smooth, although he had cut
himself slightly, and had stuck a piece of
newspaper over the place. "Hark 'ee,
youngster!" cried he.
The boy to whom he spoke was no other than
the son of a poor washer-woman, who was just
going past the house. He stopped, and
respectfully took off his cap. The peak of
this cap was broken in the middle, so that
he could easily roll it up and put it in his
pocket. He stood before the mayor in his
poor but clean and well-mended clothes, with
heavy wooden shoes on his feet, looking as
humble as if it had been the king himself.
"You are a good and civil boy," said the
mayor. "I suppose your mother is busy
washing the clothes down by the river, and
you are going to carry that thing to her
that you have in your pocket. It is very bad
for your mother. How much have you got in
it?"
"Only half a quartern," stammered the boy in
a frightened voice.
"And she has had just as much this morning
already?"
"No, it was yesterday," replied the boy.
"Two halves make a whole," said the mayor. "She's
good for nothing. What a sad thing it is
with these people. Tell your mother she
ought to be ashamed of herself. Don't you
become a drunkard, but I expect you will
though. Poor child! there, go now."
The boy went on his way with his cap in his
hand, while the wind fluttered his golden
hair till the locks stood up straight. He
turned round the corner of the street into
the little lane that led to the river, where
his mother stood in the water by her washing
bench, beating the linen with a heavy wooden
bar. The floodgates at the mill had been
drawn up, and as the water rolled rapidly on,
the sheets were dragged along by the stream,
and nearly overturned the bench, so that the
washer-woman was obliged to lean against it
to keep it steady. "I have been very nearly
carried away," she said; "it is a good thing
that you are come, for I want something to
strengthen me. It is cold in the water, and
I have stood here six hours. Have you
brought anything for me?"
The boy drew the bottle from his pocket, and
the mother put it to her lips, and drank a
little.
"Ah, how much good that does, and how it
warms me," she said; "it is as good as a hot
meal, and not so dear. Drink a little, my
boy; you look quite pale; you are shivering
in your thin clothes, and autumn has really
come. Oh, how cold the water is! I hope I
shall not be ill. But no, I must not be
afraid of that. Give me a little more, and
you may have a sip too, but only a sip; you
must not get used to it, my poor, dear child."
She stepped up to the bridge on which the
boy stood as she spoke, and came on shore.
The water dripped from the straw mat which
she had bound round her body, and from her
gown. "I work hard and suffer pain with my
poor hands," said she, "but I do it
willingly, that I may be able to bring you
up honestly and truthfully, my dear boy."
At the same moment, a woman, rather older
than herself, came towards them. She was a
miserable-looking object, lame of one leg,
and with a large false curl hanging down
over one of her eyes, which was blind. This
curl was intended to conceal the blind eye,
but it made the defect only more visible.
She was a friend of the laundress, and was
called, among the neighbors, "Lame Martha,
with the curl." "Oh, you poor thing; how you
do work, standing there in the water!" she
exclaimed. "You really do need something to
give you a little warmth, and yet spiteful
people cry out about the few drops you take."
And then Martha repeated to the laundress,
in a very few minutes, all that the mayor
had said to her boy, which she had overheard;
and she felt very angry that any man could
speak, as he had done, of a mother to her
own child, about the few drops she had taken;
and she was still more angry because, on
that very day, the mayor was going to have a
dinner-party, at which there would be wine,
strong, rich wine, drunk by the bottle. "Many
will take more than they ought, but they
don't call that drinking! They are all
right, you are good for nothing indeed!"
cried Martha indignantly.
"And so he spoke to you in that way, did he,
my child?" said the washer-woman, and her
lips trembled as she spoke. "He says you
have a mother who is good for nothing. Well,
perhaps he is right, but he should not have
said it to my child. How much has happened
to me from that house!"
"Yes," said Martha; "I remember you were in
service there, and lived in the house when
the mayor's parents were alive; how many
years ago that is. Bushels of salt have been
eaten since then, and people may well be
thirsty," and Martha smiled. "The mayor's
great dinner-party to-day ought to have been
put off, but the news came too late. The
footman told me the dinner was already
cooked, when a letter came to say that the
mayor's younger brother in Copenhagen is
dead."
"Dead!" cried the laundress, turning pale as
death.
"Yes, certainly," replied Martha; "but why
do you take it so much to heart? I suppose
you knew him years ago, when you were in
service there?"
"Is he dead?" she exclaimed. "Oh, he was
such a kind, good-hearted man, there are not
many like him," and the tears rolled down
her cheeks as she spoke. Then she cried,
"Oh, dear me; I feel quite ill: everything
is going round me, I cannot bear it. Is the
bottle empty?" and she leaned against the
plank.
"Dear me, you are ill indeed," said the
other woman. "Come, cheer up; perhaps it
will pass off. No, indeed, I see you are
really ill; the best thing for me to do is
to lead you home."
"But my washing yonder?"
"I will take care of that. Come, give me
your arm. The boy can stay here and take
care of the linen, and I'll come back and
finish the washing; it is but a trifle."
The limbs of the laundress shook under her,
and she said, "I have stood too long in the
cold water, and I have had nothing to eat
the whole day since the morning. O kind
Heaven, help me to get home; I am in a
burning fever. Oh, my poor child," and she
burst into tears. And he, poor boy, wept
also, as he sat alone by the river, near to
and watching the damp linen.
The two women walked very slowly. The
laundress slipped and tottered through the
lane, and round the corner, into the street
where the mayor lived; and just as she
reached the front of his house, she sank
down upon the pavement. Many persons came
round her, and Lame Martha ran into the
house for help. The mayor and his guests
came to the window.
"Oh, it is the laundress," said he; "she has
had a little drop too much. She is good for
nothing. It is a sad thing for her pretty
little son. I like the boy very well; but
the mother is good for nothing."
After a while the laundress recovered
herself, and they led her to her poor
dwelling, and put her to bed. Kind Martha
warmed a mug of beer for her, with butter
and sugar- she considered this the best
medicine- and then hastened to the river,
washed and rinsed, badly enough, to be sure,
but she did her best. Then she drew the
linen ashore, wet as it was, and laid it in
a basket. Before evening, she was sitting in
the poor little room with the laundress. The
mayor's cook had given her some roasted
potatoes and a beautiful piece of fat for
the sick woman. Martha and the boy enjoyed
these good things very much; but the sick
woman could only say that the smell was very
nourishing, she thought. By-and-by the boy
was put to bed, in the same bed as the one
in which his mother lay; but he slept at her
feet, covered with an old quilt made of blue
and white patchwork. The laundress felt a
little better by this time. The warm beer
had strengthened her, and the smell of the
good food had been pleasant to her.
"Many thanks, you good soul," she said to
Martha. "Now the boy is asleep, I will tell
you all. He is soon asleep. How gentle and
sweet he looks as he lies there with his
eyes closed! He does not know how his mother
has suffered; and Heaven grant he never may
know it. I was in service at the
counsellor's, the father of the mayor, and
it happened that the youngest of his sons,
the student, came home. I was a young wild
girl then, but honest; that I can declare in
the sight of Heaven. The student was merry
and gay, brave and affectionate; every drop
of blood in him was good and honorable; a
better man never lived on earth. He was the
son of the house, and I was only a maid; but
he loved me truly and honorably, and he told
his mother of it. She was to him as an angel
upon earth; she was so wise and loving. He
went to travel, and before he started he
placed a gold ring on my finger; and as soon
as he was out of the house, my mistress sent
for me. Gently and earnestly she drew me to
her, and spake as if an angel were speaking.
She showed me clearly, in spirit and in
truth, the difference there was between him
and me. 'He is pleased now,' she said, 'with
your pretty face; but good looks do not last
long. You have not been educated like he
has. You are not equals in mind and rank,
and therein lies the misfortune. I esteem
the poor,' she added. 'In the sight of God,
they may occupy a higher place than many of
the rich; but here upon earth we must beware
of entering upon a false track, lest we are
overturned in our plans, like a carriage
that travels by a dangerous road. I know a
worthy man, an artisan, who wishes to marry
you. I mean Eric, the glovemaker. He is a
widower, without children, and in a good
position. Will you think it over?' Every
word she said pierced my heart like a knife;
but I knew she was right, and the thought
pressed heavily upon me. I kissed her hand,
and wept bitter tears, and I wept still more
when I went to my room, and threw myself on
the bed. I passed through a dreadful night;
God knows what I suffered, and how I
struggled. The following Sunday I went to
the house of God to pray for light to direct
my path. It seemed like a providence that as
I stepped out of church Eric came towards me;
and then there remained not a doubt in my
mind. We were suited to each other in rank
and circumstances. He was, even then, a man
of good means. I went up to him, and took
his hand, and said, 'Do you still feel the
same for me?' 'Yes; ever and always,' said
he. 'Will you, then, marry a maiden who
honors and esteems you, although she cannot
offer you her love? but that may come.' 'Yes,
it will come,' said he; and we joined our
hands together, and I went home to my
mistress. The gold ring which her son had
given me I wore next to my heart. I could
not place it on my finger during the daytime,
but only in the evening, when I went to bed.
I kissed the ring till my lips almost bled,
and then I gave it to my mistress, and told
her that the banns were to be put up for me
and the glovemaker the following week. Then
my mistress threw her arms round me, and
kissed me. She did not say that I was 'good
for nothing;' very likely I was better then
than I am now; but the misfortunes of this
world, were unknown to me then. At
Michaelmas we were married, and for the
first year everything went well with us. We
had a journeyman and an apprentice, and you
were our servant, Martha."
"Ah, yes, and you were a dear, good mistress,"
said Martha, "I shall never forget how kind
you and your husband were to me."
"Yes, those were happy years when you were
with us, although we had no children at
first. The student I never met again. Yet I
saw him once, although he did not see me. He
came to his mother's funeral. I saw him,
looking pale as death, and deeply troubled,
standing at her grave; for she was his
mother. Sometime after, when his father died,
he was in foreign lands, and did not come
home. I know that he never married, I
believe he became a lawyer. He had forgotten
me, and even had we met he would not have
known me, for I have lost all my good looks,
and perhaps that is all for the best." And
then she spoke of the dark days of trial,
when misfortune had fallen upon them.
"We had five hundred dollars," she said,
"and there was a house in the street to be
sold for two hundred, so we thought it would
be worth our while to pull it down and build
a new one in its place; so it was bought.
The builder and carpenter made an estimate
that the new house would cost ten hundred
and twenty dollars to build. Eric had credit,
so he borrowed the money in the chief town.
But the captain, who was bringing it to him,
was shipwrecked, and the money lost. Just
about this time, my dear sweet boy, who lies
sleeping there, was born, and my husband was
attacked with a severe lingering illness.
For three quarters of a year I was obliged
to dress and undress him. We were backward
in our payments, we borrowed more money, and
all that we had was lost and sold, and then
my husband died. Since then I have worked,
toiled, and striven for the sake of the
child. I have scrubbed and washed both
coarse and fine linen, but I have not been
able to make myself better off; and it was
God's will. In His own time He will take me
to Himself, but I know He will never forsake
my boy." Then she fell asleep. In the
morning she felt much refreshed, and strong
enough, as she thought, to go on with her
work. But as soon as she stepped into the
cold water, a sudden faintness seized her;
she clutched at the air convulsively with
her hand, took one step forward, and fell.
Her head rested on dry land, but her feet
were in the water; her wooden shoes, which
were only tied on by a wisp of straw, were
carried away by the stream, and thus she was
found by Martha when she came to bring her
some coffee.
In the meantime a messenger had been sent to
her house by the mayor, to say that she must
come to him immediately, as he had something
to tell her. It was too late; a surgeon had
been sent for to open a vein in her arm, but
the poor woman was dead.
"She has drunk herself to death," said the
cruel mayor. In the letter, containing the
news of his brother's death, it was stated
that he had left in his will a legacy of six
hundred dollars to the glovemaker's widow,
who had been his mother's maid, to be paid
with discretion, in large or small sums to
the widow or her child.
"There was something between my brother and
her, I remember," said the mayor; "it is a
good thing that she is out of the way, for
now the boy will have the whole. I will
place him with honest people to bring him
up, that he may become a respectable working
man." And the blessing of God rested upon
these words. The mayor sent for the boy to
come to him, and promised to take care of
him, but most cruelly added that it was a
good thing that his mother was dead, for "she
was good for nothing." They carried her to
the churchyard, the churchyard in which the
poor were buried. Martha strewed sand on the
grave and planted a rose-tree upon it, and
the boy stood by her side.
"Oh, my poor mother!" he cried, while the
tears rolled down his cheeks. "Is it true
what they say, that she was good for nothing?"
"No, indeed, it is not true," replied the
old servant, raising her eyes to heaven; "she
was worth a great deal; I knew it years ago,
and since the last night of her life I am
more certain of it than ever. I say she was
a good and worthy woman, and God, who is in
heaven, knows I am speaking the truth,
though the world may say, even now she was
good for nothing."
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