Grandmother
By Hans Christian Andersen
(1845)
Grandmother is very old, her face is
wrinkled, and her hair is quite white; but
her eyes are like two stars, and they have a
mild, gentle expression in them when they
look at you, which does you good. She wears
a dress of heavy, rich silk, with large
flowers worked on it; and it rustles when
she moves. And then she can tell the most
wonderful stories. Grandmother knows a great
deal, for she was alive before father and
mother—that’s quite certain. She has a
hymn-book with large silver clasps, in which
she often reads; and in the book, between
the leaves, lies a rose, quite flat and dry;
it is not so pretty as the roses which are
standing in the glass, and yet she smiles at
it most pleasantly, and tears even come into
her eyes. “I wonder why grandmother looks at
the withered flower in the old book that way?
Do you know?” Why, when grandmother’s tears
fall upon the rose, and she is looking at
it, the rose revives, and fills the room
with its fragrance; the walls vanish as in a
mist, and all around her is the glorious
green wood, where in summer the sunlight
streams through thick foliage; and
grandmother, why she is young again, a
charming maiden, fresh as a rose, with round,
rosy cheeks, fair, bright ringlets, and a
figure pretty and graceful; but the eyes,
those mild, saintly eyes, are the same,—they
have been left to grandmother. At her side
sits a young man, tall and strong; he gives
her a rose and she smiles. Grandmother
cannot smile like that now. Yes, she is
smiling at the memory of that day, and many
thoughts and recollections of the past; but
the handsome young man is gone, and the rose
has withered in the old book, and
grandmother is sitting there, again an old
woman, looking down upon the withered rose
in the book.
Grandmother is dead now. She had been
sitting in her arm-chair, telling us a long,
beautiful tale; and when it was finished,
she said she was tired, and leaned her head
back to sleep awhile. We could hear her
gentle breathing as she slept; gradually it
became quieter and calmer, and on her
countenance beamed happiness and peace. It
was as if lighted up with a ray of sunshine.
She smiled once more, and then people said
she was dead. She was laid in a black coffin,
looking mild and beautiful in the white
folds of the shrouded linen, though her eyes
were closed; but every wrinkle had vanished,
her hair looked white and silvery, and
around her mouth lingered a sweet smile. We
did not feel at all afraid to look at the
corpse of her who had been such a dear, good
grandmother. The hymn-book, in which the
rose still lay, was placed under her head,
for so she had wished it; and then they
buried grandmother.
On the grave, close by the churchyard wall,
they planted a rose-tree; it was soon full
of roses, and the nightingale sat among the
flowers, and sang over the grave. From the
organ in the church sounded the music and
the words of the beautiful psalms, which
were written in the old book under the head
of the dead one.
The moon shone down upon the grave, but the
dead was not there; every child could go
safely, even at night, and pluck a rose from
the tree by the churchyard wall. The dead
know more than we do who are living. They
know what a terror would come upon us if
such a strange thing were to happen, as the
appearance of a dead person among us. They
are better off than we are; the dead return
no more. The earth has been heaped on the
coffin, and it is earth only that lies
within it. The leaves of the hymn-book are
dust; and the rose, with all its
recollections, has crumbled to dust also.
But over the grave fresh roses bloom, the
nightingale sings, and the organ sounds and
there still lives a remembrance of old
grandmother, with the loving, gentle eyes
that always looked young. Eyes can never
die. Ours will once again behold dear
grandmother, young and beautiful as when,
for the first time, she kissed the fresh,
red rose, that is now dust in the grave.
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